Come to think of it, I just realize that I actually don't have big dreams or big wishes. I was always lucky in all kind of way. I found money on the floor sometimes, I have friends that cares and laugh with me uncontrollably all the times, last but not least, I always score good scores in major exams.
Sure you'll think that it is my effort that I get good results, but you are so totally wrong. I can tell you that it is merely luck that bring me this far in my studying life. As far as I can recall, I get all my good results with very little efforts.
I know that this saying of mine might annoy someone, but this is the truth. And it is because I know that it is true, I never have big dreams, big hopes or big plans for my future. I just hope I can finish my college life, or if possible, university life in peace and sound.
I do not hope to be professionals, I dare not hope. I can never be someone big. I can never be Thomas Edison or Leonardo Da Vinci. I'm happy enough to be me. I definitely wish that I get to do things I like, but looks like everyone misunderstand that the luck was my hardworking.
I once again declare it right here, IT'S JUST MY LUCK. I don't want to carry this luck if it is going to make my life so pressured. It has been a problem and I have tonnes and loads of pressure on my back that will suffocate me anytime.
PTG: Please, God, help me reclaim the life that I hope for, the job that I love, the people that I care, and the pressure-free I die for. I can never blame you for your bless nor ask for more from you, but, just for this once, I hope that you can bless me more.
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