The semester results were out. My results was worse than my last semester. Luckily, I was the only one in house, so I can cry my heart out.
I thought I would be satisfied with my results if I passed all subjects, but I do not. I felt devastated because my CGPA drop. I hate my life and I hate my results. Furthermore, I hate ME.
No matter how much better my coursework marks is compared to last semester, it's still not enough. This means that I really sucks at my final exam. I tried, but apparently it's not enough.
So, I am going to cry my heart and lungs out.. Get over this and move on.
Sunday, January 9, 2011
Saturday, January 8, 2011
3 months
Hey guys, I'm back.. It's exactly 3 months since the last time I blog.. and hell yeah, I have a lot to complaint just like my last blog...
My semester 2 of foundation ended a week ago (finally). It is really getting to my nerves, especially since the final exam. I was forced to go to hell, then almost to heaven, and then drop back to hell again. It is a really exciting roller coaster ride, except I really do not want to be on it.
Well, on the first day of my test, I was like DAMN, this paper is difficult. Luckily I did not bad in the tests, and I think I can pass the Mathematics exam (barely though). Then, on the same day, my chemistry was a wee bit better. It's really because I remember those points that needed to be elaborate and they gave quite high marks for those question. Though I do not really understand and answer the other questions correctly, I do hope I pass (PLEASE, GOD, PLEASE).
On the second day, the test subject was ECS. I really do not have much expectation in this subject, but surprisingly, I did not bad. I did study for this subject (not much), and I happened to answered the questions accurately.(at least that is what I think)
The third day was Biology subject. I was so the heck nervous that day, because I got the lowest coursework score for this subject. Still, I can answer the questions well. I know the answers to the questions and I know I did my best.
The last day of the exam, was the most terrible day of my whole exam week. I was so devastated that day. I cried and I feel like myself going through hell. It is, once again the mechanics that made me so sad. I thought I studied enough, but I did not. I thought I can handle the stress and emotion, but I can not.
Hell, I hate university life. Hell, I hate physics. And Hell, I hate myself.
My semester 2 of foundation ended a week ago (finally). It is really getting to my nerves, especially since the final exam. I was forced to go to hell, then almost to heaven, and then drop back to hell again. It is a really exciting roller coaster ride, except I really do not want to be on it.
Well, on the first day of my test, I was like DAMN, this paper is difficult. Luckily I did not bad in the tests, and I think I can pass the Mathematics exam (barely though). Then, on the same day, my chemistry was a wee bit better. It's really because I remember those points that needed to be elaborate and they gave quite high marks for those question. Though I do not really understand and answer the other questions correctly, I do hope I pass (PLEASE, GOD, PLEASE).
On the second day, the test subject was ECS. I really do not have much expectation in this subject, but surprisingly, I did not bad. I did study for this subject (not much), and I happened to answered the questions accurately.(at least that is what I think)
The third day was Biology subject. I was so the heck nervous that day, because I got the lowest coursework score for this subject. Still, I can answer the questions well. I know the answers to the questions and I know I did my best.
The last day of the exam, was the most terrible day of my whole exam week. I was so devastated that day. I cried and I feel like myself going through hell. It is, once again the mechanics that made me so sad. I thought I studied enough, but I did not. I thought I can handle the stress and emotion, but I can not.
Hell, I hate university life. Hell, I hate physics. And Hell, I hate myself.
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