Today, I notice something that I haven't notice in a very long time. I look at my dad and mum, and saw their gray hairs. I remember that I used to notice that when I was a little girl. I'd told them that they have gray hairs and volunteered to pull it off for them.
I guess when I grew up, I learned that it's just a normal phenomenon and I stop noticing it. Until today, my father claimed that he had a headache and it went on and off for almost a week now. We went to the temple to pray and he felt dizzy for a little while.
Suddenly, I saw his gray hairs. There are so much that I can't even count it like I used to do when I was younger. Looking closely to his face, I saw that there are a lot of wrinkles on his face. The symptoms of aging cannot be hide anymore. Of course, that includes the symptoms of his tiredness.
The thought that I'm growing up so fast, trying to do something I like actually means that their growing older so fast, trying to keep us happy came across my mind. As I grow up, I knew that someday I will have to leave them, but now, I realize that they will leave me someday too.
Of course, I have my sister with me, but she will also get married and have her own family. I hate to see that kind of thing to happen but this is life, this is reality. I hope that I will never grow up and I never have to leave their sides.
My mum is a strict person, my dad is a tempered person, while my sis is a mysterious person. We are all different from each other but we are one family that accompany each other and walk through the most important times in our life.
PTG: Please let me know that I will notice their aging so that I don't do stupid things to make them angry. Please let me know that we will all be in each others memories and heart even when we are separated. Please let me know that we will love each other forever and will never abandon anyone behind us. God, please let them know that I love them very much.
Sunday, October 25, 2009
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