This is so frustrating. I have absolutely no idea what to do now? Am I making the right choice? Is this what I really want and won't regret for the rest of my life?
I have plans in my head and seems to be unacceptable by some of my classmates. Even she, the one i really care doesn't seems to be very supportive. I argued with her over this topic. Maybe she's right, maybe I'm right, but who knows what is going to happen next.
My plan was to study in the field of business during the January intake at KTAR, then pursue other subjects after i graduated my Diploma. If my SPM results are satisfying, then i can take a year of foundation and pursue degree in university.
My thoughts are that there is no harm in taking another course. To me, it's just another skill for me to widen my range of career options.
This plan of mine seems to be getting a lot of disapproves and objections. Maybe they think that it's a waste of money and time. Maybe my thoughts are wrong.
AAARRGHHH............... Why do we have to grow up? Why can't we be kids forever? Why can't I have some support and compliments from my family? I wish that life is as easy as the song "When I Grow Up" sang by the Possycat Dolls. Looks like it's just a dream for us.
PTG: I hope that we will be kids forever. I know we are kids forever in the eyes of God and parents, but we still have to grow up and face this world of confusion. I hope that my world can be as simple as trying to be a good girl and receive compliments from my love ones. I know this world of mine will change, but God, can I just own it for a little longer?
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