Wow, I did not realize that I have not blog for such a long time already. Since school started on May, I was flooded with all those lectures, tutorials and of course REPORTS. Luckily I came to school early to online today, or else I do not know how long will I abandon my blog.
Well, actually I have a test today, but I am too lazy to study, so I would rather to blog here. Today is my maths test, tomorrow is my chemistry test and the day after tomorrow is my mechanics test.
Just to think about all these tests that I have to study for, and it is all happening in exactly three days continuouslymakes my head feels like bursting. This is crazy, lunatic, bizzarre.. How could anyone finish their revision of all three subjects where the test is going to take place in three days consecutively.
Well, ok, maybe there are people that can do that, or maybe they are demi-gods. But, for god's sake, I'm just a normal human being, why torture me like this? Wouldn't it be easier if you just straight away ask me to bang my head in the wall and die?
Haiz, I do complain a lot, which I know it is not going to help my studies if I do not start studying and keep on complaining. But, I just can't help it.. I don't have much friends to talk about the anger and fear in me.
Blogging is the only way I could keep typing until my anger and fear is gone and I am satisfied. It is not like anyone will go search my blog, so why not just curse everybody to hell and damn that stupid Management of UTAR!
See, this is why I like blogging, I can just keep on typing until I feel that the anger in me is all gone, and now it is. So, ta ta..
Sunday, August 8, 2010
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
SPM results and Plans ahead
My results are out, unfortunately, it was not as good as I expected it to be. But, also fortunately, it was not as bad as I predicted.
After a tons of consideration and confusion, I finally decided to go to UTAR. I am taking foundation in science for the moment. I still haven't decide on what course I'm taking for the degree course, but that I can figure it out later.
What I know now is quite a number of people I knew is taking the same course there too, which means I'm going to meet a lot of friends there. There is only one little problem, which is some of them is my friend's ex-s.
Hopefully they won't ask me anything, but I do hope we have the opportunity to cooperate in some projects and get to know each other. I also hope that I can get to know a lot of friends there.
The course really needs a lot of effort to finish it, according to one of my friend who started taking this course by January. Well, looks like there is no easy way for everything. This course is not providing any loans, and my results are not qualified to get any scholarships, which is why I have to work really hard, and get a really outstanding results to ensure that I can get scholarships or loans for my degree course.
I am going to be offline from the blog sometime, because apparently I'll have to pay full attention and focus on my studies. I will try to pull out sometime for the blogging, only if I can though.
After a tons of consideration and confusion, I finally decided to go to UTAR. I am taking foundation in science for the moment. I still haven't decide on what course I'm taking for the degree course, but that I can figure it out later.
What I know now is quite a number of people I knew is taking the same course there too, which means I'm going to meet a lot of friends there. There is only one little problem, which is some of them is my friend's ex-s.
Hopefully they won't ask me anything, but I do hope we have the opportunity to cooperate in some projects and get to know each other. I also hope that I can get to know a lot of friends there.
The course really needs a lot of effort to finish it, according to one of my friend who started taking this course by January. Well, looks like there is no easy way for everything. This course is not providing any loans, and my results are not qualified to get any scholarships, which is why I have to work really hard, and get a really outstanding results to ensure that I can get scholarships or loans for my degree course.
I am going to be offline from the blog sometime, because apparently I'll have to pay full attention and focus on my studies. I will try to pull out sometime for the blogging, only if I can though.
Saturday, February 20, 2010
COMING SOON...
It's been a long time I didn't write in this blog. Finally today I have the time to blog. I just found out that STPM results will be out next Thursday, which is 25th of February. This means that SPM RESULTS IS COMING SOON...
According to very reliable source of mine, SPM results will be out on 16th of March and it's my biggest nightmare. I kinda don't have that confidence and courage to face my results because honestly I don't really know how to answer the questions.
Well, of course I hope to get my CONVERSE or NIKE shoe but that will have to wait until the results are announced.
Fortunately there is one thing that I can enjoy which is the Chinese New Year. I went back to my grandmother's house, enjoy a lot of delicious food she made and have a happy time.
On the second day of Chinese New Year, we went and visited our relative's houses. At night, we went to the buffet dinner organized by one of my relative. We then went to Kek Lok Si as host to my cousin's friends.
Although we are the host, but then we seem more excited then them. Maybe it's because we haven't been there it quite a long time. We took a lot of pictures and have our wishes written and hanged on the wishing tree.
We visit around until 12.30am and then we got told to leave because they are closing. We then walk down through the stairs but it was locked when we are trying to get down. Without any other way, we decided to walk down the roads through the woods.
It's kinda like jungle trekking and we are completely exhausted. We reach home at about 1.15am. Our tiring walk made us go for a steamboat supper before we slept. I enjoyed every minute I spend there because I miss everyone of them.
I really loved my family a lot, each one of them means a lot in my life. The only thing I felt that is incomplete is I didn't spend enough time with them. I have never say so but my family seems to be everything in my life and saying goodbye with them each time actually made me sad.
PTG: Please let me have the courage to accept whatever results I get, to live with it and be proud of myself. Please let me love my family for as long as I can, and as much as I can. Please let them to live happy and full of joy everyday and that I will love them no matter what.
According to very reliable source of mine, SPM results will be out on 16th of March and it's my biggest nightmare. I kinda don't have that confidence and courage to face my results because honestly I don't really know how to answer the questions.
Well, of course I hope to get my CONVERSE or NIKE shoe but that will have to wait until the results are announced.
Fortunately there is one thing that I can enjoy which is the Chinese New Year. I went back to my grandmother's house, enjoy a lot of delicious food she made and have a happy time.
On the second day of Chinese New Year, we went and visited our relative's houses. At night, we went to the buffet dinner organized by one of my relative. We then went to Kek Lok Si as host to my cousin's friends.
Although we are the host, but then we seem more excited then them. Maybe it's because we haven't been there it quite a long time. We took a lot of pictures and have our wishes written and hanged on the wishing tree.
We visit around until 12.30am and then we got told to leave because they are closing. We then walk down through the stairs but it was locked when we are trying to get down. Without any other way, we decided to walk down the roads through the woods.
It's kinda like jungle trekking and we are completely exhausted. We reach home at about 1.15am. Our tiring walk made us go for a steamboat supper before we slept. I enjoyed every minute I spend there because I miss everyone of them.
I really loved my family a lot, each one of them means a lot in my life. The only thing I felt that is incomplete is I didn't spend enough time with them. I have never say so but my family seems to be everything in my life and saying goodbye with them each time actually made me sad.
PTG: Please let me have the courage to accept whatever results I get, to live with it and be proud of myself. Please let me love my family for as long as I can, and as much as I can. Please let them to live happy and full of joy everyday and that I will love them no matter what.
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