3 months

Hey guys, I'm back.. It's exactly 3 months since the last time I blog.. and hell yeah, I have a lot to complaint just like my last blog...

My semester 2 of foundation ended a week ago (finally). It is really getting to my nerves, especially since the final exam. I was forced to go to hell, then almost to heaven, and then drop back to hell again. It is a really exciting roller coaster ride, except I really do not want to be on it.

Well, on the first day of my test, I was like DAMN, this paper is difficult. Luckily I did not bad in the tests, and I think I can pass the Mathematics exam (barely though). Then, on the same day, my chemistry was a wee bit better. It's really because I remember those points that needed to be elaborate and they gave quite high marks for those question. Though I do not really understand and answer the other questions correctly, I do hope I pass (PLEASE, GOD, PLEASE).

On the second day, the test subject was ECS. I really do not have much expectation in this subject, but surprisingly, I did not bad. I did study for this subject (not much), and I happened to answered the questions accurately.(at least that is what I think)

The third day was Biology subject. I was so the heck nervous that day, because I got the lowest coursework score for this subject. Still, I can answer the questions well. I know the answers to the questions and I know I did my best.

The last day of the exam, was the most terrible day of my whole exam week. I was so devastated that day. I cried and I feel like myself going through hell. It is, once again the mechanics that made me so sad. I thought I studied enough, but I did not. I thought I can handle the stress and emotion, but I can not.

Hell, I hate university life. Hell, I hate physics. And Hell, I hate myself.